The Secret

Three years ago I read the book "The Secret" by Rhonda Bryne.And I can surely say that it changed my life.
The book inspired me to look beyond the problems & search for solutions.It forced me to think positive & believe what it said was true.The law of attraction helped me to be a better person somehow..
I am an agnostic theist & so I started following "The Secret" just like people follow the Quran,the Bible,the Gita etc..
Since then I've come across incidents or rather coincidences which always had a purpose.
The belief that I'll always get what I want the most makes me confident about my actions.I control my thoughts well & this creates a great balance in my life.When I thank people I always feel it from my heart & harmony surrounds me.
Life isn't easy without directions.Everyone needs directions or rather rules to guide them.When I was young my parents used to be my guides & I always obeyed them.But as we grow up we have different thoughts.We all have different dreams.
But there is at least someone in our life whom we trust & treat like a teacher,a guide or our God.
I chose the law of attraction to be my guide.I chose gratitude as my passion & faith as my only friend.
I've learn t that life treats you the way you treat it.If you spread smiles,you get back laughter.But if you give sorrow,then you get back only tears.I wish the secret I know about is true.Because honestly I don't have the courage to doubt it.
Have a nice day folks! :)

Such is life!

Some say life is a song,some say it's a journey & some just advice you to enjoy it to the fullest..
You seriously can't say this to a science student in the 12th grade!
Being a science student I have this habit of questioning too much,thinking too much & even talking too much.
There is so much going on in my life that the only thing I can think of doing is just going with the flow.
My recent exam results have been satisfactory with a 72% aggregate(I happen to stand first in class).But that's really not what I am looking for.I am a very goal oriented girl & I'm trying my best to study.
My only priority is to crack my exams well.Although I am not studying to gain marks but I am studying to gain knowledge.But with time I realise that our education system is designed in such a way that the only way people judge you is through your marks.
 But half the things are just filled in the books so as to make things tough.
Some don't even make sense to me.From class 11th many of the chapters had the applications of log(Logarithm).Be it in electro-chemistry , chemical kinetics  in chemistry or calculus in math.BUT I never ever studied about log.I just know that when we differentiate log x the resultant is 1/x.
What's the use of such knowledge?We are learning things which have no practical applications.
Our government seriously needs to pay a lot of attention to this issue.As soon as they are free from all the scams(not supposed to be rude).

A Better Judge

I have always been judgmental about people.Have been wrong in judging some.
But Every single time I commit a mistake.I come out as a better judge.
Here is my recent classification criteria.
I've met many new people recently.Some of them are not just new people but I recognize them as my friends & classify them as the Heart Bearers!
As I am getting to know them better I get to know a little more about what people can go through.
There are people who have seen life which is actually worse than mine.But they are for sure stronger and more courageous than me.They are the new stars who are all set to show the world who they are.
Swift,Enthusiastic,innocent and ready to worship the world with their charming smiles!They help each other & try to make our planet a much better place to live in.They build castles on the sands of trust.They long for happiness,love & friendship.
But when I see the stats.The heart bearers are a little extinct.They are now found in extreme small numbers.
Some are abused,duped,crushed & sometyms stewed!


Let's move on to the next category.I'd love to call them the Heart Tearers. (Tearers is not a word in the english dictionary,It's a new one!Tearer in the sense who can tear your heart apart)
The heart tearers are the dangerous ones.Found in large numbers on our planet I am quite sure you know some.
They love to make people unhappy.They love it when someone cries because of them.They also have a habit of lying & bitching.You can see a mischievous smile on their face whenever a havoc is created because of them.Dark at heart,grey in mind.They are the ones who adore crime.
But the world is a strange place!People idolize the Heart Tearers & can barely bear the Heart Bearers!
The Heart Tearers very easily pretend to be the Heart Bearers.And that's where the things go wrong.
In today's world, the toughest thing to do is judging somebody.I accept that I am extremely bad at judging people.And so I am afraid to trust everybody.
When I was young,one of the first books I'd read was the "The Beauty and the Beast".It was a story about how a beast transforms into a loving prince.
But now after 16 yrs,the stories I come across are very different.
I come across girls who gave love their best shot and were cheated by a beast who was once as they thought a charming prince.
I come across people who just love to be evil.
I am afraid of them.I am so trying to avoid them as much as I can.
I can talk for hours on this topic,but it's too late.My clock reads 1:08 at the moment & I want to dream a little.So that I can soon see them turn into reality.
Keep smiling Folks!Good night! :)

Unwritten

Well..I have never been so confused.
There is so much going on in my life.My brain has started to drain..
How am I supposed to tell people that I don't know what to do with my life?
I need help.I need some support.This has been killing me.
But tell me..does studying abroad make you smart?Or does being an IIT-ian make you the god/goddess of this world?Is having a pair of Louis vuitton shoes the only important thing in life?
I am tired of this pseudo-nice society.I am tired of it's demands.
Ego prevails everywhere.
Wherever I feel there's love my eyes see ego.Burning ego.They all want to crush each other.They are all fighting for power, money & disaster.
But I am different.Maybe people like me are on the verge of extinction.They don't think like me.I don't know which way to choose.I just seek love.I seek happiness.I seek smiles.I seek peace.I seek freedom and I seek life.
I wish I could get all of this one day.
I wish I'll open my eyes to the real heaven one day..




Before I end,
I was really in a bad mood when I wrote this one.The thermometer read 100 F.
Please forgive me if I've hurt any one's sentiments.

A Positively Present Evening

I had a wonderful evening today.

I never knew that just sitting in the garden with your best friend,mom & a maths book can feel so ecstatic.

The melodious chirping of the birds around,the orange shade of the sky & the ethereal flora around , made my day all the more special.Today I realised that sometimes living in your present is the best thing you can do.

Just for a second close your eyes & stop thinking about everything.Just try to feel your warm breath.Look around you & try to pick a positive aspect in anything kept around you. Everything has positivity in it & anything can contribute to your happiness.The only thing we miss out in life is positive attitude.I love being an optimist.I love seeing the sunshine even if it hurts my eyes.I love to live & so I will never regret anything in my life.I just want be happy & make others around me happy.I think that's the only purpose in my life rite now..

My tip of the day:Live in the moment & be positive..

BTW..Being positive is in my blood..because I have blood group with an attitude.. :)

Over and out.

At last my practicals are over..They were awesome and  I loved it.. :)
I don't get time to write at all these days..
I just want to score well in the finals..!!Today is a great day for me by the way...
I'm over with a year..(28th)And I'm all set for a new start..
(*Salute to myself*) :)
Thanks to all the people who got me through it..

The night is over and I'm sure the day will be brighter than ever.. :)

1st January 2011 "1/1/11"

The first day of the year was fabulous.
I learned that you should be calm and happy and everything comes your way. :)
I woke up with a sweet new year wish today.
The morning..oh the afternoon was wonderful.It feels good with dad around.
I studied for a while..Then had my chemistry tutions.
I talked to 3 of my best friends.It feels awesome to have them.
And then we were discussing my sisters' marriage.I never knew it could be so so exciting!
Even Pranjal & Shina came home.They got some yummy pastries from Jehan-numa & my day ended like this..
But picture abhi baki hai mere dost..I'll study fr an hour or so...talk to someone..& then go to bed.
Lessons:-
#Hard work works miracles.
#World is a nice place to live in.
#Stay calm & just try your best & leave the rest.
#Smiles are better than cries.
#Do not criticize..It's better to improve yourself. =)